HellyMelly

Friday, December 30, 2005

New Resolution..?

We hear & talk abt it went year end comes...
It may be happening or
maybe not...

hmmm..???

*scratchin my head*

Watz my Revolution for 2006..?

where sud i start...?

*silent

okey dokey!!

Here's the List:

Have a stable job tat last..
Get well in pursuing my Diploma.
Hope good strength & more patient in me
(promise to self)
Good wealth from good effort so i cn support my parents..
I noe itz nt easy to be the last child
need to settle tz & tat..bla..bla..bla
parents will definitely stay wit us, wit their youngest daughter
Hope i get a job so i cn help my dad wit the xpenses for my mom's operation..

*silent*

Ppl may tot i dun care abt their problems..
Being silent doest mean i take no responsibility
Tatz me, happy in the outside and
lots of sad things runny inside me...
Looking at them (*my parent)
with my bared eyes,is more painful than i tot...
*promise to self;
to show some or maybe more care & concerm towards them..

*sigh*

*silent

*controlin tears*

As for my Love,
hope we go on further wit more happy memories in tyme to come
No more stupid quarrels, Assuming, Accusing etc..
I will try dear..
*wink..

i maybe strong outside bUT
i cn be so jealous when it come to Love..
I need to be more forgiving,
(*bt i cnt..if ppl is hurting me)
especially liars..!!

okey..i'll try..
shall me & dy will be together till the very special day...
the day we want it to happen
Insyallah..
Like i said, I may nt show it,BUT
my heart want it ALL..

To friends;
to get in touch as close as possible
I noe friends come & go...
I noe they may forget me..
BUt the memories we spend together is not faded..

REMEMBER..
Friends came way b4 we met the Mr Right/ boyfriends..
though we tend to lose touch after being attached,
memories of kecohness, sturborness, emotioness, kentalness etc..

with all my old close gerlFriends is kept in my heart..
Lastly;
Make new friends as many as i cn...!

Thats my REsOLUTION...

WatZ Your$...?

Thursday, December 29, 2005

WaackyBangiE

someone there is watchin us,
stating the fate for us,
good things will happen,
with good pride, patient n believing.
Believing in fate n never follow ur heart to much...
if only i cn follow this,
i will be gl@d n thankful

i put my hat off to my DAD..
he really impressed me wit his
40 yrs of service in the the company!
Oh yes!, he received an award for his long service..
Congrats!

im dead bored at home..
nk kua, hujan plak..*sigh
i think in tz weather its best to *ZZZZ

*double sigh*

im craving for Oreo CheeseCake from TCC

*yummy*

Cn somebody buy & deliver it for me...???

okey, i better stop nw before
im craving for MOreeee!!!

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

fooh!!
thank god!
finally found a plc to stay..
cracking my head cn go bongbus searchin for 1!!
thanks to dear!!
eveytime e credit goes to him..
dam it!

n come to think abt it he actually
intentionly OR not indentionly,
he trying to"f.l.i.r.t" ard wit the receptionist..
throwing 1 stone, hit 2 bird!!
Only gods noes wat u r doing man..
ya!YOU!!
MOHD MUHAILY!

*tounges out

*bur-bur

*silent

oh ya..
im crossing my fingers & pray to GOD
for the jobsearch
Hope 2006 will bring more luck, happiness & WEALTH
to my LIFE!

Pls!!

Pls!!!

Friday, December 23, 2005

TGIF

when we r working
we will always waiting
for this very day
kept counting dwn the d@ys
wondering when FRIDAY will come..

nt for me animoRe
@ tz moment
everyday is TGIF!!-*lol

dolling wit the PC
burning dwn the tyme
to get out n meet darl..

still wondering
and unsure where we gng lata

and YES everybody is talking abt it..

THE MOS!!!

IRA & i agreed to countdwn there..
have check it out..
they have gd prices for tat day..

counting dwn the days!!!

cya!!

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Get Away!!!

here i am waiting
for the sicky fake women to get ready!!
my sis on MC again today
n asking me to go jalan2 wit her..
dah bonus kata kn...
of course im more than happy to tag along..
hehe..

semlm she took half day (unplanned)
Brought Darwisy,Insyirah & Taqris
to watch Chicken Little... (my 2nd tyme watchin)
thank god my sis tag along at the last min
u cn never imagine bringing a 2 yrs old
baby to a movie..
selamat tak rewel sangat pat movie...
if nt malu siak company HAMID

after the movie, the big boy craving for PIZZA!!!
so we went to Pizza Hut..my sis treat of course..
i ordered lagsane, sis ordered baked rice
here wat we did while waiting for food....(*wink)

Tounges OuT!!

The FOOD!!

the Expression!

-@ e arcaDe!-

this small kid dun wanna to get off once hop in..
degil!...like me..(*wink)

got to goo!!

bye!

Monday, December 19, 2005

im so dead tired
my feet need a massage
this month bz with weddings
everywhere ard s'pore
when to Dy's cousin wedding semlm..
very tired tat i talk to dear for oni 5 min after reachin hm
n there i go... *Zzzzzz

dear took leave on thur n fri
to clear his leave n @ e same tyme
to spend tyme wit me..

Thurs..
intend to go MNG sale at 8am,bt im too lazy
so..
went to sis hse,played wit my kids..
cnt stop playing wit Taqris, he's sooo CUTE!!!
Decided to catch a movie.
watch The Decent..
very scary tat i shouted as if im watchin alone..
holding dear hands tighly n biting him...
it look so real..n i started imagining if i were in tat cave...
i think i will die first...

while waiting for traffic light,we go crazie..

sempat singgah MNG pat LIDO after movie...
was so crowded
i cnt even choose...the ppl r so fucking rude
nk pilih baju pun nk tolak2 siak!!!
aarrgh!!!!
especially their ppl ar...the *Ceee*
end up i got only 1 BLOUSE..with laces..
i liok..
still nt satisfied wit e sale,
we went to taka MNG
it was nt as crowded as LIDO...
i manage to grab 1 Long Sleeve.
Dear gt no patient wit all e crowd..
member bigit siak...
GUYS WILL NVR UNDERSTAND the BIG BARGAIN..!
neways (thanks for accompany me wit the sale dear)
i learned my lesson..
kalo nk g shopping @ a big sale, never ever ask a guy to go along..
really spoilt ur mood!!
meantyme,
i even asked the sales gerl wen is their next reduction(70%)..
guess when..??
its next year ard JAN..
im gng to look out on tat!

(way bck hOME!!)

Friday & Sat..
dear when over to my plc in the morning..
by 12pm,off we go to alexandra
nt for shopping,but to work!!!
@ my dad's new work plc...
as usual, every twice yearly
we will do stocktake...fun but tiring..
dear slept over @ my plc as sat we start @ 8.30am..
we r late...we reach there ard 9.15am..
hahaha...who cares,its e last day n we cnt wait to gt the $$$$...
while waiting for our $$$,
we joke ard...!

*@ IKEA Havin LUnCH*

after a whole tiring day, we went bck home straight..
very strange cz normally we will go shopping after getting e $$$...
but nt tz tyme,we gng to SAVE it...
yes!u hear me rite...SAVE!!
wen to Dys hse after work to take abath b4 sending me hm...

ending it nw..
c ya!!

ciao!!

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

E@tingOuT

Yeah!!
Finally i gt my gloss..
with the fruity smell, i jz feel like eating it..
Thanks dear 4 paying for me,
n to Ira tanx for buying n the great discount..

b4 meeting ira&Udi, we head to bugis to find dear shirt, n we stop @ Breeko!!

to have Oreo Ice

*surp...

AND my fav..OREO CHEEZECAKe....*yummy!!
but its nt as superb as TCC,...

-the leftover-

(e face of OREO)

then we had more food....

we went beach rd for dinner, i had mee kuah, Dear had mee goreng mama, but was sucks!!

nt like usual sia..
n we ordered SUP TULANG...
too bad Dy did't eat those food...(he very cerewet)

our plan was to head esplanade to chill, but c makcik Bedah nie nk MAKAN brownie..

MAKAN lagiee....

So our tour guide (Udi) suggest we walk to our destinatn to let the food dwn so we cn eat more..
die ingat tak penat tau...

tapi tak rase ar, cz we talk tru the journey..

we decided to go Bobby Robinos @ chijmes to hav brownies....

Guess hw much was the brownie ice-cream...?

its $10++ (tapi once a while okey ar...)

neways it was e guys treat...so no prob ar..hahahahaha!!!!

had a great time wit them...(Udi never like to take pics..so no pics of him yet..)

-the addictive-

*burp!!
tat was the day i ate sooo much!!!

Sunday i stayed home cz wanna watch TAA..dear came to my hse after work..

while waiting for him, i make some dishes for him..

Makan lagi...
tz weekend is really abt food!!

we watch TAA while we dig in..

taadaah!!!

*burp....no more cheezee & pasta for the next few dayzz...

**burp-burp!!

Friday, December 09, 2005

Yeepieee!!!!
we made it again..!!!
we come so far after all tz years...
thank god he exist b4 i get shattered even more...
despite hating him @ 1st, things change
he has convinced me t@t,

nt all guy$ r e s@me...
he teached me to gain trust for him & others again..
if only i have accept him frm e begining,
there wont be a nasty- heart broken

history in my life...

*sob-sob

Really hope tat i cn leave my life wit him..
life will be diff w/o him

*lol
Hope there's fate in us....

(pls...pls..)
its up to Allah to decide...

H@ppy 51th MONTHS Anniversary...!!!!

yes!,

we r counting e days,

BUT we take each day @ a time...
LOVE you my baby MUHAILY...

hehehehe...

(so nt me kn...??)

*dun laught okey "sicko"-Dy,

this is my soft part of me despite the "kasar"attitude i have...
But fat hope im gng to be e loving, ladylite, gerl-next-dr kinda person

all e times...
when e rite time comes, my "rite" attitude will com out...

hehehe..

hey $icko, too bad we cnt spend the day @ my plc as the old lady is in...hehe
ur sickness will soon be recovered...

-hmm(*evil me)

But Dy took day off smlm cz he so lazy to go to work...
*hey watz gng on wit ya...getting lazie, sicko & emotional...

we went Queesway to search 4 my jeans, but byk seluar lelaki siak...

so fed-up!!

arrgh.....

only 1 shop sell nice jeans

but x ar...almost getting it..
TAPI selamat i did't listen to Dy,

cz we head dwn to bugis..

BUT....

B4 gng to bugis we went ikea to eat my fav HOTDOGS,

dam cheap n nice...

1 is nvr enough*greedy me..,

tot of jln2 @ikea tapi tak enought time...

*yawn

huh!!

btw, nk g bugis konon nk save $$$ ar,

so naik bus, but we don't noe wat bus go to Bugis...
mula lar gaduh besar pasal bus...

very stupid, as Dy always think he's rite....

*roll eyes-

grrrr!!!

he always like to argue & debate wit me,

BUT im always gd @ debatin,

so he lose!!

hahahaha(very gd!!!)

when head dwn to BuGIS, so many M@Ts n minah seh...

so menyampah n meluat...

*roll eyes..

BUT who cares,

i came to search 4 my jeans nt to look @ dem...
Only at the 4th $hop,

i get my jeans for oni 26 bucks...

cheap man....

i will regret kalo i grab the 1 @ Queenway..

49bucks!!

c the diff guys...i cn get 2 of those sia...

*fooh!!

when to Siemens svc ctr,to svc Dy's hp...

while waiting for the Q no..

we get CRAZiee..[*yawn.]

(IN E bus)

nw iM GNG REtrofied..

YEEHAHH!!

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

MidWeek!!

sitting dwn n wondering...

wat im supposed to do next..???

Dam bored as Dy supposed to come over to my place
but my 5 Kids, i mean 4 as 1 has went bck semlm..
the 3 abdul n an angel still sleeping over my place..
*sigh..
so bored man..

so looking forward for the weekend,
gng to meet Syahirah (mak BeD@h) and Udi (Dy cousin)
to take my gloss...kirim her as she cn get staff discount frm

BODY SHOP...

Okie-ok...

i noe im very cheapo..
but good burgain siape tak nk seh...

Baru last weekend jumpe dorg,
this week jumpe lagi...
t@pi tkpe, as they r KecoH ppl and great companion....

some pics taken last outing...tak byk ar..

(Gigi couple)

-when Bed@h Meet Joy@h-

-meet up with Christine-

*Lunch Wit Nish@*

-Bday gerl...-

E 4 @bduL & an @ngel

im so hungry..had nothing since mornin..

craving for mushroom swiss(*yummy...)

Hope Dy cn meet up lata n have dinner wit me...really craving tat mushroooomiee with lotsz of cheesezz on it......

better stop blogging..

as the pc is turnin into a MushroomBurger...

so hungry... :(

Monday, December 05, 2005

AGAIN!

morning is always head to work..
BUT, not today...
it has ended..
heading down to Sis house is full of tots..

It happen again,
Yes,all over again..
myMind is full of worriedness,BUT
no ones noes except Dy..

wonder when the time will come..
n no searching for 1 again..
im tired n exhausted, really...
but do i have a choice..?
i need to survive n support them...

But im strong n wont let the sorrow effect me..
im still the LOUND n HAPPY babes ever..
despite my worridness...

they really make my day;

luf them all..