Wednesday, August 30, 2006
im so pissed off with you..
yes you...
i hate ppl to raise their voices when i talk to them in a nice tone...
I JUST HATE IT...
Do u UNDERSTAND..?
Sometimes i jz feel that its best nt too hear your voice...
it cn be freaky irritating..
*bole ader high blood preasure siak*
..
But when i jz hang up the phone the moment u start raising ur voice,
IT is a relieve...
....
But if u kept calling me even when i cancelled the call...
Its FUCKING irritating...
....
But if you let me cool dwn for a few hrs,
And when u call me bck n did't drag
abt the topic...
ITS Touching..
Even sweeter when u add in "im Sorry"
*hugs*
*muack*
...
Monday, August 28, 2006
How long cn we judge a relationship..?
How long we cn last in a relationship...?
How do we know that babe/dude is gng to be last person u ever fall in love...?
Where cn the relationship landed..?
...
too be honest, i never put high hopes when it comes to LOVE...
cz the phobia is still there..
I and him always go with the flow BUT we know what are our intention...
though it has been awhile since i'm wit him..
it feels like i jz noe him yesterday..
there's soo many things we need to know n understand wit each other..
...
but i jz cnt stand ppl who so bosy abt getting married..
nk tempah ni lar..nk tempah tu lar...
i noe, it cn be exciting, but there's no need to be fucking arrogant...
i dunno how some ppl cn decide to gt
married only knowing the partner for less than 6 mths..
..
jz becz the partner is rich, have stability...
tat does't mean u have to rush to gt married..
i noe its a sense of security, but
how cn u gurrantee ur marriage will last...
money cnt buy everything...
...
stop bossing ard abt having a grand wedding...
if u cn afford it, tatz good for u..
but dun jz talk when ur parents dun even noe abt ur relationship...
grr...
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Time check...
2.58am
i sud b sleeping at tiz hrs...
but i jz cant..
Saurday was spend with my family and Dy..
We went to Sim Lim sq, then head dwn to Newton to have my stingray..
heheh.
My favv!!
Dear join us only when it comes to FOODS!!!..
it was my dad treat...
we..i mean my whole family was wondering where my dad gets the $$$..
really..he treat ppl willingly sia...
treat tz lar..treat tat lar..
walao weh..
if only he's like tat everyday..
...
i did't expect to get my pay today..
so tatz mean...
SHOPPING TIME...
..
when twn n separated with Family after dinner..


here wat i've spend.

i've jz realise tat i bought all BLACK n WHITE sia...
k nw time to SAVE!!
Thursday, August 24, 2006
im so fucking bored nw...
i've done all my work..
so nw surfing net again..
hehehe...
..
everyone has gone for meeting...
and im soo hungry...
remember the saying of;
"When u r nt hoping for it, it will always happen"
..
and i really do, from my Dad..
i wonder where he get al tat $$$ for me sia...
im so touch..
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
okey...i was about to go home just now...
but second tot, later lar...
here i am blogging..@ work...hehehe...
today was hectic sia...tons of work sia...
jz hope im able to adapt with it...
....
i miss being myself since i join Income...
maybe its too early to show the real Heli...
i've been controling myself to laugh LOUDLY...give dirty jokes...
being laser...all the nonsense me lar...
cz i jz afraid ppl might nt like it...
nt all ppl the same...
recently i've been very shy, laught softly, talk sofly..eat with manners..
just nt me rite....?
Dy been laughing at me when i told him abt tis..
damm!!
*sigh*
im sooo eager to be myself again..
k lar...ciao..
Monday, August 21, 2006
Happy Birthday to u...
happy Birthday to u...
Happy Birthday to Muhaily Boncit...
Happy Birthday to u....
*clap hands*..
Happy 21st Birday dude!!!...
getting older..?
nah...jz take it u r jz RETRO...
wahhaha...
i really had a great day spend with u the yesterday..
in fact..the WHOLE day...
glad u like the present....
Many happy returs to n sucess in wat ever u do...
*at least u did some good deed on ur BIG day...saving ppl...*
keep it up dude...
Indroducing the Senior Citizen..

Just for HIM...

U and Me...

so..tatz wat i did on my weekends...
back to work again tomorrow...
walau weh!
Friday, August 18, 2006
TGIF...
but wat the hell im doing at home at this very day...?
i sud b out gng out n enjoy the weekend tatis cumin dam near..
Well jz came bck frm shopping with Sis...
penat...
she really shop like me...
no wonder Dy never like shopping with me...
n today, the very wrong day to bring me to shop...
cz...
im broke...
money has been spend on "someone" Bday present..
koyak babe kocek aku...
u better make sure u like it if nt...
*hek-bush*
..
neways..today is my 3 day at work...
many is asking..
"amacam keje..ok...?"
it is soo much better than SBI...
cume im still struggling to adapt with the work load...
cz i've got no fucking insurance knowledge..
But it's a place to gain skills...
alot of things to learn...
i hope i cn really endure n nt follow my heart too much...
..
i was soo fucking excited to know who's the "loser" for this week...
cz i did't catch the result show due to my class...
i was hoping joakim or "spice girl" to be out!!
but bloodly mamgkuk..
the most powerful voice has ended the show..
FUCK!
Stupid voters...
never dick ur ears izit...?too many ear wax ar...
...
where should i go besok...?
i wanna go sentosa...but dear got soccer match..
my sis asked me to go swimming with her...
hmmm....
let me think lar...
..
ok lar guys...have good weekend..
cz im gng to enjoy mine with my loves ones...
:)
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Time check...
4.47pm..
another few hours to the end of Tuesday...
Tomorrow gonna b my 1st day at work...
*deek..deek..deek*
nervous..
mcm tak biase plak aku...step 1st job plak..
..
i woke up really late today...
1.30pm...blame the cozy wether...
sleep like pig sia...
nw i feel like sleeping again...
haha..
i noe..i noe..im really enjoying the break..n hw i wish i cn have more of it..
really envy Ai...
living like a "tai-tai"..
..
so tatz mean..my life will be fully occupied when i start working again...
*sigh*
work..work..and WORK!!
boring life..
why do ppl work..?
stupid question for some of u out there...
this is a question been asked during my previous class...
stupid...
of course for $$$ lar..
BODOH...otak lembu...
but actually tatz nt the ans...
ANS: becoz human need to socialize and pick up skills..
Nonsenses...
*roll eyes*
Monday, August 14, 2006
Gosh!!
so fast and it's MONDAY...
Boring....
i've enjoying my break lately...but it seem like it never enough sey...
my Saturday was great...
when for some Kenduri..n head dwn for the fireworks with Ayu n Emo..
foooyooh...
it was sooo beautiful...
So crowded to the max ar...
*too bad no pic taken...no time...*
then head dwn to Newton for my
Ikan Pari..Gong-Gong...
hmm..speaking of which, ikan pari jz remind me of Ai..
heheh..(jgn marah ar..)
remember how we used to tease ppl with our father's name...
gosh!..
the good old days..
btw..ppl used to tease me,
Hamid Gurga...
damm!
last Friday..i met up with Anies n Joti for lunch..

so when we gng to catch up again?...tz tyme make sure Nooreen cn make it...
Nooreen...did u jz heard tat...?
:)
Thursday, August 10, 2006
8 months with the mamak bank was a nightmare..
buti managed to adapt with the place...
lame jugak siak..bole beranak siak...
neways...i was sleeping when i recd a phone frm the bank...
kacau jer...
they want to noe my password..
btw my last day was not emotional cz i've been waiting for the time...
here wat i got frm them...

so sweet...but the bear quite big for me ar...
And today, i did some clearing of my wadrobe!!
gosh.!!
i did't noe i have sooo many unused clothes...

i dun noe wat to do with them...
nk buang...sayang...tk buang..buat meyemak..
*sigh*
i really wanna open a flea market n lelong all the stuff..
n i got no more place for the unwanted clothes..







actually there's more...n i've piled up to 3 big paper bag...
all my bags, clothes,shoes...all in there...
k lar got to go formy class...
dada...!!!
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
hmmm....im actually still at work...
waiting for Princess Anies to finish her bloody work...
grrr,...
nw im here surfing the net...
hahahah...
we will be watching Lake house...
or "some ppl" called it 'Lake n river....
nonsense...
my Boss treat me lunch jz nw...n im freaky FULLL.....
till now...
I really need to stread some of my FATZZZ...
cz i've gain 2kg..
gosh!
But thank god i did't gain 12kg in less than a year...
*better do sumthing abt ur perut which is overbloated*
heheheh....
have a good holday peeps..!
Monday, August 07, 2006
wat day was it today...?
MONDAY!!!
it means left 1 more day...
im all excited to get off frm there...
it feel like time flies soooo slow man...
my weekend was okey but tiring..
spend a day with Anies at JB..
jz the two of us...
sound crazy...?
not animore...
for wat...?
SHOPPING!!!
they having tz Mega Sale...
ala..ala...GSS lar gitu...
i did't noe they having sale...
so i was lucky that day!.
*wink*
we walk n walk, shop n shop...
till our leg aching crying for a massage..

then we ate at...


the we went starbuck after a long shopping...


till i blog again..