HellyMelly

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

foohh!!!finally im in-touch with my pc..
been bz with work, school,blah..blah..
(mcm betol jer)

im trying to fix myself into my daily schedule to do my revision.
been very tiring after a long day at work, n when u reached home,
u need to study...
wart to do lar deh...
if u want something, u gotta go for it..

btw, my dream of gettin a laptop frm dad,
will have to go dwn the drain,
n i think i have to dig frm my own bloody pocket..
whic is always "koyak"
hahaha...

btw, im glad for Muhairin(dear's bro), get to go Germany..
free trip somemore
sponsored by ADIDAS,
free boots, jerseys, shoes..etc..
god bless...
so fortunate boy...have a save journey though..

*sigh*

suddenly i started to miss all my buddies...
miss gng out n gossips together...
maybe sud catch up with them 1 day...

grrr...
MY PAY IS NT IN YET...
Fuck sia...

Saturday, June 24, 2006

ITS Saturday!!!

BUT i will be staying home...
never in my life i stayed home on Saturday...
JZ becoz im BROKE!!
im dam fucking broke nw...
payday is still a week more...

haiz...

no money,no talk...
im sooo fucking tempted to SHOP!!
shop, shop n shop!!!
MANGO is on SALE...
grrr...

this is the worse Saturday i ever had...
fucking boring...
i hate gng out with limited cash...

enough abt $$$...
i still have 2 more months to move my butt of frm SBI!!!
i have to pull up my socks...
im hopingfor the best from Citibank...
*finger cross....*

im soo eager to meet dear....
life willbe even boring w/o him...

Njoy ur weekend!!!

*hmmm,i feel like soakin in the sun, sea,sand!!*

Monday, June 19, 2006

Thanks for all ur best wishes Peeps!!!
Really appreaciate...

*wink*

i really had a wonderful Bday
Especially the gifts frm Dear!!
I truly love it...
I'll wear it to sleep..
hehehe...

We went to the new Cathay to watch Silent Hill..
The shows was OK..
The ambience was owesome!!
Then had dinner at Swensen..
Jz the both of us...
step romantic gitu lar...
hehe..

Thanks sooo much Dear...
All the effort for that CD message..
And of course the present...
Love you many2...
*muak!*

Nw it my turn to think for ur presnt...
*sigh*

The whole gift..

Fossil Watch...(i liok..)

No Bday cake tz year...BUT a Bday Ice-cream..
Yummy!

Bday kiss...?

The end

For more pic, click to my multiply photos...
cheers!

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Yabedabedoooooo!!!!
yes lar, finally i get to she the person that i always wanted to c...
who else ..
RAJA HILALIAH!!!
is like finally man...

all thanks to last Sat...
i went to twn, n tatz where i saw here...
face to face okey...
even b4 we reach twn, i told dear that hopefully we will bum into her..
GOD do heard me..
n fufillmy wish...

we were on the opposite direction...and she was rite infront of me...
when dear told me tatz her..
my reaction was:
"YES AR...!!!"
n is like i score a goal sia...

its so fucking obvious that she is trying to avoid by talking to her fren...
very fucking minah though she tried to be trendy...
my eyes jz cnt move away when i saw her..
not becz she preatty BUT becz i wanna remember her fucking BIG face & HEAD!!

hahaha...ever since then i cnt stop laughin.
Its soooo true she look like bapok...

k enough of that...
SUnday i went bck KAMPONG...
ya, i still have 1...
Went to visit my sick grandfather..
tgh uzur gitu ar...

i gt no choice bt to go...
too bad dear cnt tag along cz the car is FULL..
if nt he cn experience the journey to the Kelong near my gradma plc...
We went there to buy some Prawns...

(riding the bide w/o helmets & with any amt of ppl)

(Me & my small cousins...)

(Behind me is the "Ikan Kering")

i really had a great weekend..though it was very tiring..

thank god i did't get seasick...

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

oh man!!
wat the FUCK sia...

I dun noe if u guys watched anugerah skrin...
Neways...that Sufian should't be out!!
grrr...
he is soooooo blooddy cute man....
i really admire him...
his nt hansome lar...
but his cuteness cnt be resist...

his acting was ok2 jer ar...
he is more to comedian ar...

k enough of this charming dude..

btw i jz hate the morning rush
especially when boarding the trains..
ppl r "fighting" over seats...
KIASU ASSHOLE!

trains was so crowded, and i happen to stand infront of a ITE student...
(so i noe she will either stop @ yishun or AMK)
suddenly this Fucking chinese lady stand besides me n trying hard to push me aside....
i noe she wanna stand infront of tat student... (to get the seats)

grrr...

in the end i get the seats...
WAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!
N she gv this FUCKING PUSSY face!!

I do realise that most of this KIASU soul r from the chinese...
even a modern working women cn behave typical sia..
Y...?
BUT nt the young ones...
the r more "relax"...

wateva izit...i jz hate typical ppl...
i feel like kicking them off!!

Tomolo im gng to MOS after skul...
i was invited for some function there...
free entry...
so y nt go...

till then...ciao!

Monday, June 05, 2006

i was sitting alone, day dreaming...
looking @ ppl in daze...
listenin to my fav music..

And tatz the only time for me to clear my thoughts...
Suddenly my eyes caught a mother n daughter...
Nice, pretty daughter... (i like looking at gerls...)
her mum is still young n rock...

It touches me, when they hug n caddle each other...
im so touch, i almost cried...
BUt i control my tears...

How i wish i cn get those hugs from Mum...
Kiss her,smell her & joke ard with her
which i never did before wit her
i think the last tyme i hug her was in primary 4...
It has been so loooong...
N i miss it.

while typing this words,
i jz feel like crying...
*(sob-sob)*
i never feel pampered with my parents...
jz becoz they dun show their love...
which i think as a parents...
they sud show their love more towards their childrens...

nevermind abt the kisses, huggies from them...
no matter wat, i still love my parents...
itz jz tat i feel something is amiss between us...

Watever it is,
i will never wanna treat my children tat way...
i wanna have close bonding with my children...
insyallah!

Thursday, June 01, 2006

ever heard this phrase:

When u put high hopes on something,
sometimes it jz dun happen
But when u minimise ur hope , things happen...

haiz...

i was converted to permanent
But i was't happy about it...
Simply becoz,i dun like the work...
I've been dragging myself to work,
Hoping tat i will get off frm tat fucking plc soon,
BUT lady luck jz did't stand by me yet..

I jz hope i get a job soon,
AND i wanna get off ma butt frm tat mamak-pundek bank..
*fingers cross*

i jz let it by the flow lar...
but by hook or by crook,
i have to get off within 3 mths...

My mum still in hospital
My schedule been very tired n Busy!!!
this week is very rushing...
i hate duing hose chores,
BUt i have to do it, since my mum nt ard...

I hope she recover soon..
so i cn play catching with her...
hahaha...i miss gng out with her...
shopping n all tat stuff ar...

Hope for the best lar...