HellyMelly

Monday, October 27, 2008

busy..busy..busyy like a bee..
from work to wedding
busy with the upcoming briefing
and i've just ended the "task" to my close fren wedd.

Known her from my ex-company and till now we are still frens..
Me & another 4 frens was assigned to be her bridesmaid on Sat.
it was tiring but FUN!
its the lease we can do for her on her BIG day.

Congrats Noreen & Ady!!
hope you guys enjoy the first nite on deepavali!
hehehe..

During her angkat nikah,

Then we went to Farah's crib to get changed for the dinner.
me & Anies was assigned at the reception for the Guestbook.

The deco was awesome!nice lar...

the dais

then, it was another wedding with Dear Bike fellow frens..

then i head dwn to expo with family but the pameran was so BORING!!
im looking forward for the next pameran.
and i can't wait to go JB next weekend!

Sunday, October 19, 2008

this is so..so..so bad, since 11.30am i have been facing the computer..
im not doing any work related but simply surfing the net, play online game & watch movie online.
but no worries i've already had my shower...like ard 6pm..
and just after i cleaned myself, my aunt came.
that is the only time i keep myself away from the lappy.

i was so dam bored at home but im just simply lazy to go out with the cozy weather, i rather stay home. Initially, wanted to chill at my sis house since i have not been to her house for raya.
hehehe, but too bad, she is out for open house and to add more boredom, my dear BF is working today!!grrrr...
*sigh*
and there i am lazing ard on my bed the whole Sunday!
and still feeling lazy for work tomorrow..Monday Blues again!
hope it gng to be a quick week to the holys and of course PAY day!!

now, back to my lepak-lepak on my cozy bed!
have a great week ahead peeeeeepol!!!
:)

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

the past few days, i've trying my best to be my normal self.
its never easy, thats y im not born to be hypocrite!
everyone has not been behaving normally, but i will ensure that this attitude will not prolong too long.

Being out with frens definitely making me smile & feel so much better this week. Been going out for Raya with my fellow frens,tiring but FUN lar!!

those are my crazy moments with them on Hari Raya!!!

Sunday, October 05, 2008

one thing i don't like about Hari Raya is to seek forgiveness!!
fyi, i have hard time to do that, don't as y, maybe i'm shy, got nothing to say or how to say or simply the ego side of me!

But this year, i never give chance to that ego to appear this Raya..and i let it all out.
I cant believe it could be such a relieved!
I can't believed i did it (all thanks to Boncit for the courage. U're the best lar!)
I can't believe that my eyes were watery by those tears.
but i still managed to hold on to those tears hokay..see, ego again!
Anyway i shall not make this entry flooded with words, and i shall let down the pics to this no-red carpet entry.

My morning Raya with Boncit.

An additional person in my family photo.Yeah!
And my family pics look like a christmas tree!!haha

the Red Family

Save the Gaia Family

The black Family

Normally 1st day i will stay home and help my mum with the guest, but this year i choose to go out with Boncit side.

Then on 2nd & 3rd day its the normall visiting to my relative hse, all the makcik-makcik hse.

with my Sis & SIL

And i love to tease this mini mr bean!!look at those mole, ain't same with Mr bean.

All my anak sedare!yeh, all 6 of them.

More pics will be uploaded in my next entry..stay tune!
:)

Friday, October 03, 2008

i knew it has been happening behind us.
i knew it.i knew it.i knew it!!
i'm definitely mad, dissapointed, hate at you at this moment,
but i know i cant blame you totally. mum got to be blame too.
i know & we all know she have neglected u in many ways,
but y u have to go to this extend.i mean at you age!
*faint*

i feel like crying but tears juz did't wanna to roll down my chubby cheeks.
instead i cry in silence.
i feel like confront him now, and shout out all i can, punch him hard, but i just can't do it.
i know this have to discuss in a nice manner but i leave it to my elder siblings to decide, i will just throw suggestion.

Thanks to Allah for showing us the "hint" on this Syawal. And i hope he will shine the right way to us to solve this problem.
Insyallah.