HellyMelly

Monday, February 27, 2006

Not everyone know wat i really want to accomplish...
itz hard to explain to people who dun plan ahead...
so i rather keep to myself...& let me accomplish my mission with pride

Tomorrow im havin a job interview with AMEX bank...
nt sure if i sud grab it if they offered the job...
im sooo nt use working in tat area...
Concourse...
mcm jauh seh...
BUT everyone says, i will get use to distance one day...

I do think tz is a good chance as i want to start my career in a bank..
NT the bank im in nw..the mamak bank...
sucker!!!

wat do u think...?Its a ctrct-renewable with benefits...

grrrr.....

i hate thinking abt job....
BUT i need the $$$$....

*sight*

I really must thank Allah for bringin dwn tz person in my life...
u noe why....?
BECAUSE

w/o him...
i may be losted of suggestion, opinion,
advices, courage, secure & LOVE...
Glad i found u dear....

Hope Allah will let me stay with u longer...
or maybe forever...
Insyallah!!

*huggies*

awwww!!!
mcm melewat kn...
BUT itz the fact...
nobody cn run from the fact...
He is another part of me...

*silent*

weekend was a day for only the two of us...
yeah..jz us..
chilling, gossiping, shopping...
with my gerlfriend-bestfried-brother-sister-soulmate...
no other than...
MY Sweetie-dearlie MuhailY!!...

*for more pic, go my multiply okies...*

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Saturday Feva...

Yo!!!
I was clearing my room...
browsing tru all my photo albums...
Did't i realised tat i have lotz of it!!!

From all kinds of friends i made...

the album really make a memorable one...

Although some may be gone...
in their own world...i still remember them..
Most of the pics are during my "single life"!!!

wahahaha!!!

To my surprise, i still keep my primary school photos...

here's wat i managed to make a fast shot...

*DUN LAUGH!!! (ok....)

[ME & AIRINI]
wahahahaha!!!!Kental Maut dok...

okey check tz 1 plak...

ready...

*ME & HANISHA Z*

SO the kental sia...
btw, we were bestie during those daze...
missssss those daze...

[NISHA, ANNALICIA & ME]

Tz was taken during our PSLE graduatn...

Posin wit Cert sia...
dun play2...
hahahaha....

ok tatz it..tak ble byk2....
i guess u all r havin a GOOD laught rite...
for once i excercise ur stomach muscle..
hehehe...

Have a great Weekend!!!!

Friday, February 24, 2006

yeah..yeah...
Dah Friday...my fav dayof the week...
wahahaha!!!!

yes ar...Lisa the fucking ass hole bitch is out...
At last..padan muke dier..!!!

*silent*

sometimes i wonder...
Most people who r frm a well-to-do family..
r all fucking boastful, arrogant bastard...
not all r like tat lar...i mean a number of them...
they tend to look dwn on people lower than them...
c them no up like tat...fucker!!
jz bcz they have $$$...so wat...tat is all temporary...
nuting is permanent in tz world...

Lagi2 kalo Melayu yg attitude like i mentioned abv...
i will fucking "pangkar" siak...

Remember...
we r only "meminjam" in tz world...
@ the end of it, it will go bck to God..

So...
bersyukur wat u have...never complaint of wat u get nw...
jz be thankful..
cz God is watchin u..
always!!

Monday, February 20, 2006

oh man....the man is back...!!!
been quite bored w/o HIM....
But at the same tyme i manage to clear myself N do wat i want....

the two days w/o himwas bored lar...
no one to fight with...no one to debate with...no one to mushy2...
hehehe..!!!!
Nw he's back with goodies for me.....

Thanks Dear...

:)

Anione gng for Fort Minor concert...?
i bet u gonna enjoy urself...
too bad i dun have a ticket to go....
Any xtra tickets for me...?
hehehe....[xtra face...]

On Fri, a day b4 he went for his trip, we went to Changi to have dinner @ Mak's Place..
my old time fav....

*yummy*

some pics taken...
do help urself with My Photos...
happy browsing...

Have a great week!!!

Thursday, February 16, 2006

American Next Top Model...?
smlm episod was awesome...BUT abit suck-up on the gerls...
i mean..Lisa...such a fucking BITCH....

*roll eyes*

she so nt pretty...with the space bar teeth...old woman face...
her face is bit Bapok....
she is too "over"...no wonder the gerls hate her...
she thinks she is all prefect...
She is lar...a perfect BITCH!!!
hahahah!!!

i wonder if there will b S'pore next top model...
hahahahaha...
Tat will be soooo...fucking merepek....
Most S'porean are all flat-chested!!!!
N sooo typical....
kalo ader yg nk join pun...confirm they r syiok sendiri ye...
they wont go far as the America lar....
dream on....

okey enought of tat fucking modelling lar...

hw was ur day...?
mine was average...
weekend is coming near....YAHOOOOO!!!!
Yabedabedooooo!!!!!!!
I LOVE FRIDAY....cz its the end of the week!!!

Friday coming soon...
Don't miss it..

:)

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

oh..so happy get to talk with my ex....
i mean ex-colleague...hahaha..
suspend sikit....

i really miss all of them...will catch up wit them soon...
very soon...
though they r all the executive position..they r nt arrogant as wat i tot @ first...
they r nice ppl i ever known...
they r like mothers to me...

And of course i miss lunching wit Aishah...
we always had a quick window shopping @ raffles after our lunch...
the old good days...

i guess many gerls r getting roses, rings, bracelet...or prehaps balloons today..
hahahaha....to bad im nt celebratin..

*bluek*

another 3 days Dys is gng to KL...w/o me...

:(

nvm cz he be away for 2 days only...
hehehe...
will be gng out wit Christine to Sentosa...
maybe sat or sun lar...jz to pass the tyme of missing my Dear...
awww!!!
menyampah!!!
BUT i will miss him...
hehehe!!

it been ages since i last c the beach, sun, sand & sea..!!!
will counting dwn the sun....

till i blog again...
taa...taaa..!!!

Monday, February 13, 2006

this is my aunty's blog....
i am Darwisy for your information....
And i am 7 yrs old...

If i have homework, my aunt will help me wit my work...
my aunty always like to email & surf the net alot....

Today i went to skul & i had Mee Rebus...

*silent*

& otak2...

For ur info, i jz came bck frm Ngaji....
during my Ngaji, my Ustat say, i am very good at my reading...

I wish i noe how to create my own blog....
but for awhile i have to borrow my aunt's...

ok ....i want to go to sleep...tomorrow got scholl..
Bye..bye...

created by Darwisy.

being in an hardship situation at a teens life
is very challenging yet frustrated....
in terms of financial, relatonship, family..etc..
i think i learned alot tru out my hardhip of all the above since i started working...
everything change...for the benefit...
i tend to think abt others more than b4...

But i do believe, 1 day..if im still alive...
i will achieve all my goals in life...
Since god have make me suffered for awhile during my teens life...
i accepted n went tru all the hardship & heart-breaking obstacles...
Coz i noe...there's a reason to it...

I totally put my hats off to him...
Some guys in their teens may be leading a gd life...
parents still supporting them even at their mid-20s
But nt for him...even serving NS...
he actually pick-up a part-time job jz to survive...
i mean; cash $$$...
At times i do pity him....
BUT it is all abt being independent!!!
And so he won't be spoiled!!
he is nt pampered by his parents...yet he never complaints...
And keep on searching for $$$....
i will give all my support to u dear....
hold in there...ur tyme will come...

*hug*

neways...we r nt celebratin the V day...
the first yr was the first & the last we celebrated..
hahaha...everyday cn be a valentine wat....
i remmbered he bought me a Kalms bear,
with the word 'i love u' on it..

awww..!!!! (so touchin sia...)

hehehehe!!

thank god he did nt bought flowers ..cz i dun like!!!
weird rite...a gerl dislike flowers...
ime myself gt no ans to tat..
wahahaha!!!!

well to couples out there...HAPPY VALENTINE!!!!

cheers!!

Friday, February 10, 2006

Alhamdullilah!!!
At last my mum is discharged,
tapi lum fully recover ar...due to her leg...
But i still need to be careful as nt to let her fall...
if nt hospital lagi...

my life w/o her for tat week was lonely...
although we hardly talk..
i have to do all the chore @ home...
jaga makan minum my dad...bla..bla..bla...
last week was a tiring week for me..
going to hospital everyday...even after work...
i was so hagard tat week...pimples all over my face....
urrgh!!!

for nw, she will be staying @ sis plc on weekdays, weekend bck to my hse...
i jz need a massage...

i will like to thank Dy for being wit me tru out the heartbreaking week...
he also has been gng to & fro hospital to c my mum...
so sweet of him..
he gave me the shoulders to cry on...& he never complained...

THANK YOU DEAR!!!!
LOVE YOU!!!

*muah*
*huggies*

and to those who been asking hws my mum...tanx sooooo much for the concer...
i really...really...really....appreaciate it...
THANKS YOU!!!

oh..oh...

i still hav nt upload the pics yet..no tyme sia...
so be patient ya...

calo!!!

Thursday, February 02, 2006

why is tz happening to me...
why...why...why...!!!!!
at this tyme....it is jz nt the rite tyme....

i so dead worried, confused...
all the mixed feelings....

im so sad & afraid...
afraid that the worse will come...very soon

*sigh*

wat sud i do...i really cnt do much...
i jz cant bear & nt ready to loose her yet...
jz nt yet....

people noe me as a happy-go-lucky gerl...
a person who always keep her emotions to herself....
But today was totally different....
especially when it comes to the person who gave birth to u.....

My MUM!!!

Although we stay in one roof...we hardy talks to each other...
But tat does't stop me frm loving n care for her...

*sob-sob*

Early morning i recd a phone call frm my sis..
jz when i was abt to wake-up to rush to work...
After hearing her condition...
my heart feel uneasy since then....

things got worse...

My sis called me again...
tz tyme im at work....
her(mum) condition worsen...

i jz burst out...
i cnt help it...
things is playing in my mind....
im nt prepared for the worst yet...
And i took half-day..n rush home....

*sob-sob*

the journey to home was uneasy....
i dun care wat ppl thinks of me...
crying in public in silence....

i jz dun wanna show how much i care for her..
tatz my ego lar....
BUT i truly love her...
thankful for bringin me to tz world..

*sob-sob*

Ya Allah... !!!
Please...im begging u...
Protect my MUM...

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

hey ya..!!!!!

i was struggling to wake up tz morning...
after tat fucking long holiday...
i jz wanna sleep more....

hw was ur holiday peepz...?
mine was great...superb great..!!!!

the holidays was all about spending tyme...gng to clubs...drinks...gossipin...
searching for the best plc to eat & chill,
gng round s'pore wit the roads empty...
bla...bla...bla...

Saturday was an unplanned day...
when i say unplanned...i mean it...
i nvr planned to go aniwhere...

Untill my phone rang...

jeng..jeng...

It was Ira....
wantin to go Momo....

it was mean to b free entry as there was a poll-dancing competition...
so i tot...y nt...join her

nt till we reached there....

we were told tat the age entry is 23 abv...due to the competition....

i am below 23 f.y.i

so lum cukup umur ler....hahaha....

it was superb sucks..!!!!

no where to head dwn....

my itchy mouth burst MOS!!!!
since it was nearby.....apa lagi....takde hak..takde huk....
MOS we go....

thank god it was nt crowded.....
no q at all.....

*BEST*

so, njoy habis ar kita....i manage to go to the retro corner...
we go bow-wow....

awesome!!!

took some pics...But i'll uploads another day..
okey..

when to watch soccer on Monday....& Tuesday was all abt makan...
wahahahaha....

ok then...check out for my "holi" pics....
soon....

dada..!!