HellyMelly

Monday, May 29, 2006

(yawn....)

i woke up dam bloddy early sia today...
5.30am...
Nt to work but to hospital...
day for mum operation...

im very tired actually....
very exhausted!!!
Tired of WAITING...
the hospital service dam fucking sucks & SLOW....
IDIOT!!!
GOVERMENT Hospital always like tat...
the workers like never do work sia...
no sense of urgency...

i need to relief my stress....

how...?

SHOPPING!!!!
which i jz did yesterday...
hehehe....
Levis lar, Topshop,BodyShop lar...
macam2 lar...

spend like no tomorrow....
GSS last for 2 MONTHS!!

This is how i overcome stress....
im will be gng back to hospital lata evening...

*sigh*

Tomorrow i'll be watchin X-men....
Yeah!!!
Free tickets ler...
Dear always get freebies...

nw i want to refresh with my passion fruit Scrub!!
ciao...

Friday, May 26, 2006

ok..so, how long i've nt post any entry...?
a week...i guess...

i simply lazy to put my fingers on the keyboards...
simply bcoz...im terribly SICK....
Nt the normal,"hinggus" & cough sickness.
BUT...
HAND MOUTH FOOT DISEASES...

Suprising rite...?
so were the doc...

It never happen on adults, n i never interact with kids...
no idea where i gt the virus...

i was ON MC for 3 days, plus weekend, it almost hit to a week...
never did i thought tat my sore throats turns into throat ulcers...
YUCKS!!!
it really torture me...
i cnt eat or drink...
Each tyme i swallow my sliver, i'll cry...
it sooooooo....PAINFUL!!!
cz i feel the burning sensation in my throat...
Tat nt the worse yet....

ANyone cn stand rashes...?
i CAN"T!!!

Fucking irritating...
it itch, BUT i control myself nt to scratch...
IT look horrible ok...
RED spot allover ur body...
even worse, FACE....
BUT thank god nt the whole face, ard my neck and chin..

I do tot im gng to be a "kurap" lioa...
cz the redness did't went down...
BUT nw...im so bloddy happy im fully recovered...
Thank god it did't left wit any marks on my body...
thanks to the Cream tat the doc gave...

After a long MC,
todayim on leave again...
hahaha...

Next monday is my mum op...
haiz..i feel worried for her...
BUT never mind...Think positive!

I really wanna THANK dear for being with me tru out my sickness condition...
he's lend his shoulders for me to cry on...
only he noes, hw ugly i look wen i cry..
LOVE U SOOO MUCH...
MUAH!!!
heheheeheeh..

till then...CIAO!!

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

5 years has gone....
n still, i have nt see her face to face...
i been wanting to bump into her,
but GOD jz dun permit me to meet her....
only my frenz n my bf have the chance to see her..

Its not tat im jealous of her,
cz theres nothing gorgeous abt tat BITCH...
im sooo much better than her (puji diri sendiri plak)
walaupun ku tak selawa mane, tetapi cute dan sweet tu ader lar...
hehehe...
im jealous abt their past...
they may nt be tat long, BUT 1st love dok...

Dear met her in the train today,
wahhh, dier dah up sikit ar...
dah pandai rebon rambut...time lambat lar kepala BESAR!!
I always managed to c her frm far..
BUT still im nt satisfied....
Name jer ader RAJA tapi hidup tak mcm raja pun....
Frm far, all i cn c is her BIG HEAD!!

i wish to bump into her, right infront of me...
so i cn chop her head..
And cook fish head curry..
hahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!

RAJA HILALIAH

YOU ARE WANTED

BY HELIYANTI.....

k enought abt tat BIG HEAD...

here r some of the pics taken @ KAKI 5...

Monday, May 15, 2006

it's sooo relief tat my confession is out...
let it out jz make me satisfied...
no more grudge,no more cold feeling....
im bck to normal n let the misunderstanding a lesson to learn..

Weekend was great But tiring...
watched movie, shopping and eat..
eat..and eat again...
hahaha...

Sat is all about rouding..and my legs hurts...
we walk with our KAKI the whole day,
n we decided to lepak @ KAKI 5...
great ambience, good food...
u jz feel like home...u cn watched DVD, bring ur own CDs...
nice place to chill....

Many photos taken BUT im fucking lazy to load it nw...
i'll update soon...

this fucker (my throat) is really getting out of my nerve..
grrr!!

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

i felt so pampered today...
with the sick condition,
it is so nice when someone came n brought u lunch...
ur love ones by ur sides,
hug them like u never wanna miss a grib to its body..
never mind if the smell stink or nice...
its jz soo nice when some1 jz sarcrificed to be wit u..

Thanks Dear!

*hugs*
(muah...muah..muah..)

Ur visit jz make me feel better!!

HATE to go to work sia...
i noe each time i mention abt work...it never be a gd comment
BECAUSE i jz hate my job!
Wish i gt a better job soon...

*sigh*

My beloved nephew is gng for an eyes operation...
for both eyes...
hmmm...
pity him, been havin problems since baby..
the best part was, the op date is 3 days b4 my mum's...

grrr...
PREASURE...PREASURE...!!!!

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

im soooo sick...
Not by LOVE songs...BUT im really...reallly SICK!!
my throats is killing me sia...
kanninah!!
wanna eat also malas...cz i cnt bear the pain to swollow it...
grrrr!!!

AND im on 2 days MC...
Yeeepeh!!!
Doc says i am under stress n presure..
he is sooo true man...

my plan for besok is to sleep...sleep and SLEEP!!
But dear want me to catch soccer @ National stadium...
*sight*
im fucking lazy to go with this sickness in me...
I love to watch matches cz i cn "cuci" mata also...
BUt too bad...i dun feel like gng....
BUT tat does't mean YOU have to be mad @ me!
YES you..bloddly mangkuk...im refering to u idiot!

BTW my dad gng to scrap the car...
just to pay for my mum's medical expenses (for the besi in her leg).
Jz for the besi also cnt deduct medisave...
isssh......
Good for him cz no more HUTANG & he cn save more...
grrr...hate wen think abt $$$$.

The song on my blog is meant for some1...
the "asshole" thinks he/she is soo fucking perfect..
noes everything in this world...
Always wanna be "atas" ...u cannot c ppl more than u!
Nthing tat u say will ever STOP me frm doin wat i want
CZ i noe..u r jealous of me...
hey idiot...
STOP being a CHAMPION lar & SHUT ur fucking mouth!...

Whoever nk terase...go ahead lar...
only my hearts noes who it is meant for....

Monday, May 08, 2006

Finally i have a feel of my pc again....
This May is fucking bz for me....

Celebrating Mother's day is sooo nt in the mood....
My mum gng for an op end of May....
been gng dwn to SGH for her check up...bla...bla...

VERY EXHAUSTED!!!!

It hard when u need to worry abt ur mum's condition n the outcome after the op...
and @ the same tyme concentrating ur studies....

*triple sigh*

Only God knows wat is runny in my head....
I continue to stand tall & strong despite all the things tat is happen @ the same time...
It happen too fast that i almost miss it & fall...
I tried my very best to stay cool n happy...
But inside me is full of worries n forbia....

*sigh*

im only 20 n yet i have to settle everything in the house...
My dad have start his bad habit in bad debt...
I mean at my age...i sud nt be involved in all this "adult" matters...
My duty is to enjoy!!!
And free from all the financial matter/ family matters...

*watery eyes*

Nw i just feel like burst out...n cry out LOUD!!!
Im tired of crying in silent b4 i go to bed....
I feel like breakin dwn...
BUt i jz have to controlled it till i cn...

:(

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

The Hostel was so fucking superb!!
begining of the story is more to soft-porn...
BUT the end of the story...IT was HELLL!!!
Gross plus Violence!!!
Poor dear...he suffered sitting beside me...
pulling his shirt, biting his hands...

Sorry ar...i cnt bear to c but i cn but u a new shirt...
*muah*

Althought it was R21....i still managed to catch it...
wahahahaha!!!
Highly recommended!

im on leave again today....despite the looong holiday..
it never be enought for me....
Actually, the more they wanna convert me,
the more im getting lazy!!!

I need a BREAK!!!!

haiz...

thank god i managed to catch with my old-dearest fren...
AI RINI!!!

Nice catchin up with u gerl....
nice chat to cover up our old times!
wish Mila was there tat day...but too bad....

Hope to catch with u again...

:)

My status now is vey STRESSSSS!!!!!
I need to polish my rusty brains....

The thought of gng to work tomolo...SUCKS!!!!
Anyone needa job...?
i cn gv u mine...

hehehehe.....