HellyMelly

Saturday, July 29, 2006

oh well, im all set to leave SBI...
"Say Bye to India"
hahaha...
i've no regret leaving SBI...
But for sure im gng to miss lunching with Anies...
*wink*

I have 1 week break before i start my new job...
i have to pull up my socks..
EXams is coming...
grrrr...

neway, my new modules have a clown in class...
so nerdy women, trying to speak well in class...
but end up being the Clown...

And of course, im there to laugh evily n being sarcastic to this fellow...

for goodnes sake, she is sitting infront of me...
sooo irritating pest!
so the auntie...n seleger bacin..

enought said!

im so broke nw sia..My head gng to explode...I've no idea wat to buy for dear Bday!

And its jz ard the corner...

shit!

Monday, July 24, 2006

wat exactly God trying to tell me...
i've been trying to figure it out...
things happen when i'm nt expecting it...
things never happen when i'm expecting it to happen...
i guess, i have to look at the bright side n never complains again...
i'll let it go by the flow..n wont put too high hopes...
u noe...high hopes cn lead to BIG disappointment..

btw no trip for me cz i will to leave the company sooonnnn....
no rugi cz i cn always go on my own...
cz got bigger pay mah...
ahahahha....

i'll pray to god that everything goes smoothly...
Insyallah!!
But 1 thing i noe...
n the only person that is going to support me frm behide is....

my weekend is spend with this Boncit which i never get jelak..

thanks Boncit for being with me...
:)

btw Nooreen, CONGRATS!!!
dah jadi auntie seh..
weet2!!

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

hmm....im freaky bored...
i never stop n bored hearing this song...
i noe...im dun fancy malay songs...
but i love the lyrics of this song...
so meaningful...
i almost cried hearing it..

love is like wat writen in the lyric...
halfway tru a relationship,we may cum across with some else..
or someone come to our life..
which may lead to a breakoff..

i've experience it..
its so confusing n frastrating...
decision making is wat i hate most...
But life is all abt making choices..
n hope i've make the righ decision.

: )

Oh like i've said yesterday,
everything is up to God,
God is the only one cn stop everything...

Tsunami!!!
y u come again!!!

Due to tat, the Bali trip is cancel...
ya..again!!!

grrr!!

pissed!

i was overjoyed for a day...
and thats it!!
NO BALI...

*sigh*

im on leave for my Mum appt again...
she is so f**kin sturborn...
jz like me...

i never wanna talk soo much abt my family probs for the time being..
wait nong nong till my hearts EXPLODE
and i will feel sooo much better!

:(

thatz Heliyanti...
being happy n never fail to put a smile is her habit..

Monday, July 17, 2006

at times life is cruel..
life is all about making the rite move..
choices and fate...
sometimes we dun even noe if we make the rite move...
life is more like a "secret" trap...

i live my life to the fullest...
n appreciates wat listed dwn for me...
we have to let go certain things in life...
which we noe we dun want to...
n we noe we cannot accept it...

Sometimes things are jz nt meant to be together...
even partnership/frienship can be erased...
No one want bad things to happen to them...
so do i...
we jz have to accept the truth
There will always be a reason for a seperation...
for anything...and everthing...

if only i could stop n pull back wat has happen...
if only i could lead my life the way i want
with no obstacles n obligations...
if only i could...

too bad i cnt...

Neways, i hope the trip to Bali will help me release my stress...
did i mention Bali...?

ya..ya...the trip was finally confirm...
FINALLY!!
i will throw away my troubles n have fun there...
I cnt wait to go...
*Anies.im going to make u go roung like Helicopter in bed!!*
hahahah!!!

To Dy..
im truly n deeply gng to miss u sooo much...!!
hug n kisses..
*muah*

Saturday, July 15, 2006

what a cozy Saturday and best to stay at home...
but i need to catch the Pirates as been waiting for them...
Finally i manage to grab my frav food, cheap n better quality than any posh restaurant...
went to Changi jz for this...

yummy!!!!
Only Mark's Place noe the Secret recipe
1 plate is never enuf...
oooops!!!i've jz reveal tat im a BIG eater..
hahahah..

oh..oh...got to go..

IM LATE!!!

Dammm...!

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Idiot!!!
Mamak will always be Mamak...
kaki belit mcm ular...
i n Anies sooo lokking forward to the Bali trip..
And nw the fucking mamak say the destination is nt confirm...
bole gitu...?
we r supposed to go next friday n nw they still cnt decide..
idiot!!!!
Dah belit takpe, KEDEKUT plak tu..
grr...
i really wanna get off frm there soon...

ya..ya...ya...u have hearing tat since the beginning of the year..
but no luck, wartodo man...

yes ar, tomolo no lesson...
Break..n there goes my next module...

can somebody offer me a good job....?

-good pay
-no O.T required
-No need to work on Sat
-good environment
-Around CBD area
-Banking industry

anione...?pity me lar...

k lar...
wat another day tomolo..
*sight*

Saturday, July 08, 2006

i still remember the old skul days...
making new friends, cat fights, CCA
and it is till fresh in my mind when i or perhaps "we"
try to change the way we called each other..

Heli: Ai, shall we try call each other pakai ko-aku...?
Ai: ok...u go first then..
Heli: ala malu ar..u go first lar..
Ai:ala u first ar...
Heli: u ar..

Wahahahahah!!!!those dialogue kills me man..

it is sooo hard to call her "Kau" to dearly Airini...
I kept using "I and U"...
cz actually i find it rude koling ppl "kau-Aku" at tat time..
*kental...*

But nw...who cares...
pukimak semua kua...
heheh..
Glad to meet up with ko lar Ai...
Watch Just my Luck with her..
Good n hilarious shows...

Talks n chill as usual..

(look at my adam apple..so freaky obvious...Be AWARE!)

Please tell me when u wanna take pic ok Ai...

Idiot u snappin when i was watchin the TV..

*But i liok tz post...heheh*

Till we meet up again Ms Ai..

:)

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

hey where hv i been lately...?
ive been missing in action for few weeks...
nt for bloggin ar, BUT in sense of contact...

im still alive...dun worries,
for those who wish im dead...
hahahah....too bad,
Im still alive..

been busy lately..
ya..ya...ya...
busy forever...

i have to keep myself occupied, if nt i will be very emotional..
hehehe...
i always like to put all my problems at the back of my tiny winnie brain...

btw i been wanting to eat Ramen ten..
yesterday was the day i gt to fuck it..
mind my words..
for those who is a fire/spicy lover...
tat will be the plc ar..
the food was ok2 jer..
nt so fantastic lar...

when u are excited waiting for the food,
this is hw fool u look..

k lar...i dam tired...
tired of wat pun i dun noe..
btw, Ai, i've update my post..
happy...?hehehe
if nt u will say its basi liao..
hey when wanna catch up...?

to all.sayonara!!