i was sitting alone, day dreaming... looking @ ppl in daze... listenin to my fav music..
And tatz the only time for me to clear my thoughts... Suddenly my eyes caught a mother n daughter... Nice, pretty daughter...(i like looking at gerls...) her mum is still young n rock...
It touches me, when they hug n caddle each other... im so touch, i almost cried... BUt i control my tears...
How i wish i cn get those hugs from Mum... Kiss her,smell her & joke ard with her which i never did before wit her i think the last tyme i hug her was in primary 4... It has been so loooong... N i miss it.
while typing this words, i jz feel like crying... *(sob-sob)* i never feel pampered with my parents... jz becoz they dun show their love... which i think as a parents... they sud show their love more towards their childrens...
nevermind abt the kisses, huggies from them... no matter wat, i still love my parents... itz jz tat i feel something is amiss between us...
Watever it is, i will never wanna treat my children tat way... i wanna have close bonding with my children... insyallah!
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