"its was the worse argument we ever had.."
That was exactly what he claimed.
it was a moment of confession, anger and being me, i will never able to control those hands.
sometimes i hate argument as it can lead to worse.
sometimes harsh words just came out from those mouth w/o any evil intention and worse if it hurt other party deeply.
and my mouth can be such a stink if beyond control.
and that exactly happened last night.

After the 3 hrs argument with both empty stomache, it ended the lowest point in our entire 7 years!
it was ages since i last shed tears on my cheeks over a relationship...it was ages...
and i almost forget how to..
it was part of my ego over a promise to myself not to be so weak over a guy..any guy!
....
but last nite...it was a moment of unbearable after hearing those words right into my eyes..
it touches me soo badly that i felt, i was so..so..cruel.
yes, indeed i have no intention to do that to you and yes i do feel bad after doing so.
it was a moment of silence that we exchange our tears and i do feel much relieved after putting aside my ego of confession.
....

after much of tears, we decided to fill our tummy with prata..
so there, we ended with a simple supper at 1am!
so, who says long realationship will have no more quarrels & arguments..
its a form of understanding each other more & of course better!!